Saturday, February 12, 2011

it's complicated (2)

eva is younger in 4yrs in me ..she's only 14 and im already 18 ..she was my sisters classmate ..
when we first met ,she was only like a stranger to me ..one day ,she texted me and asked me if i am a lesbian?? LOL! i didn't expect that question.
i said "no" i just love being cool ..and it is my style .. :)
started that day ,we became friends ..knowing each other through text ..
after one month ..i told her that i like her ..and what do i expect? LOL! she said she likes me too ..
she said that  she already like me the first time we met.


then ..nov. 17, 2010 ..for the first time i did ..i court her ..for the fact that i wanted to try something that could explain what do i really want ..is this what i really want? having a girlfriend? cause in my first experience of having a girlfriend is that i feel awkward ..

but then ..this time ..i didn't expect this to happen ..i've fall for her ..i've fallen in love ..
she's so different ..irritating sometimes but so different ..she's so sweet and loving.
im close to her mom ,and her mom is okay with our relationship ..we share problems and some advices..
mmm.. that's all for today .

(well ..about Lj is next ..)

- i believe that "same sex relationships wont last forever."

Saturday, February 5, 2011

it's complicated

well ,it's kind a long story how my love life becomes complicated ..

it started when i was in 3rd year high school ..I am kind of a person that is  so curious in every persons life story ..and because of it i met a lot of people ..and i have met new friends ..it was year 2007 ..i met febe ..we became close and become bestfriends ..in year 2009 ..i didn't expect she would fall for me ..she said she's inlove with me ..and then she court me ..and become us ..from clanmate to close friends to bestfriends and to special someone ..after 5months ,lots of changes came and we broke up ..i broke up with her ..I'm tired of feeling odd feelings ..it's
 awkward ..and I don't like the way how it feels ..but then ,



since then ..i thought she was my 1st and last girlfriend ..
but not ..I've been in a complicated relationships for 4x ..i met anne ,Lj and now eva ..

(to be continue - eva and i complicated story with Lj)